You make me feel so sure about many things
And yet still feel uncertain for the most part.
You make me write and pause…
Hold back until it gets lost.
Lost in track of all what we could’ve said
But we didn’t.
Lost in translation of what the things
That had happened meant
But we hesitated.
And some days I’ll be at bliss
Looking through your eyes already made me at risk
Caught in the moment
When we touched and I said
“The universe is this…”
This feeling so vast
Never too much and never enough
Just always longing, always drifting
Then on some days it’ll hit
Knock you right down and will make you think
What is on with us?
Or what will it be?
Or will there ever be?
My friends keep asking what’s the deal
While your friends know what’s real
As I openly admit to you
That I like you
You hum in silent, unspoken words
Unknown phrases i’ll never get
But in all this conundrum
There’s a smile on my face
There’s joy in my heart
And there’s you…
You that suddenly came
In the most unexpected way.
And I’ve learned to love every inch of it
Every ugly, uncertain and indecisive way of it
I’ll never know if I am just wasting time
Or holding on to something special
But one thing’s for sure
You can be calm
Because on my end
I ain’t fooling around.
PS: Also working on finishing ton of my drafts. :*